nn Withlovees S.SUHAIDAH;♥ , Bhy I Miss Youu♥



♥ Through it all ,
Wednesday, April 14, 2010 6:40 AM
YES IM AT FAULT ! IM THE ONE YOUU SHOULD BLAME !



Look Up ! Look At That FUCKING FACE !

Family Cares More For Siblinqs Than Me .
I feel That They Dun Wan Me In The House No More . Everytyme I Get Scolded ,For The Thinqs I Do , I Get Scolded . When i Go Hm Late , Mum Scolds Me And Beats Me , When Sazali Or Dora Go Homes Late , Mum Will Just Ask Them Why Are They Home Late ?Thats ALL ! No Beatinq Or Lecture ! But When Comes To Me , I Gets It All . The Beatinq , The Scoldinq , The Lecture , The Nags , And Other Kinds Of Stuffs .

Whyy Must it Be Me All The Tyme ? May I know Why ?
Am I A Trouble Maker ? Neneks Says What Kind Of Anak Dare Am I ?Nenek Says , My Pranqai Sundal And Stuffs . Whyy Me , Now My Siblinqs , Wanna ActManerh Nyerr Mat & Minah Rep ! Scoldinq Vulgar And Stuffs . Whyy They Didnt Get Scolded ?Im Confused , Does My Mum & Nenek Hate Me ? I Reali Dun Get It . Currently No MOOD To Eat Whuat My Mum Bouqht At Pasar Malam . No Mood For Anythinq , Feel Lyke Skippinq School Tomorrow .

Guess What , Mum Told Me That She Was Goinq To Buy A Lappy For Bro On His Birthday And I Was Lyke Whuat the Fcuk ??! Wah CANGGIH ! Said It Sarcasticly , My Mum Just Say , Eu Went For Holiday Whuat . I was Lyke , It Didnt Count Whuat . My Siblinqs "ALWAYS" Get Whuat They Want ! But Whuat Do I Get ? A Lecture . Im Just Askinq For A Simple YES Or NO Answer , But I Get A Lecture ?! I Reali Hate Myself . Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate ! x 1000

Nth much in School Today , But After Whuat Eu Said , I Feel Hurt , Deep Deep Deep Down .
It Reali hurts Me , It Seems You Dun Wan Me As Ur Friend Anymore , Then Go On With Ur "BESTFRIEND" Which Got ATTITUDE PROBLEM ! Cant Eu See ? She Controlinq Eu , And Im Not Ok With That , Keh Whuatever . I Dun Care , If This Is Whuat Eu Want , then Fine With Me , We Dun Seem Close This Days , Ur Chanqinq Each Day , Yes You Are ! Whyy Are Eu Doinq This To me ? May I Know The Reason ? Eu Treat Me Very Differently Now . Eu said I Was The The So Called "BEST" But Now , Its Very Clear , I Am Not . Whatever It Is , We Have Been This Way Since Last Year . I Bear With It , But Now , I Dun Think I Can Hold It Much Lonqer , Youu dun Know Whuat Im Feelinq , I Miss The "OLD YOUU"

IM SORRY *CRYING*


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With love♥


My name is Siti Suhaidah but you can call me Aiidah for short.
I'm 14 going to the 15 is 2 days times ^^ .
1 year older on 17/02 , present needed. ^^
I'm a SINGLE lady !
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